Saturday, October 28, 2006

The Look out

Things have actually been going really well for me. I am on the right med for my crazyness. I do not know if anyone actually reads this but......... oh well! I was diagnosed Bipolar 2 after a long stretch of living in hell. That was about 3 weeks ago. I also have a preblem with cutting myself. Iabout 6 months ago I started burning myself with cigarettes about every other night. Burning does not work anymore. I strarted getting horrible urges to cut myself, so I did. It has now become an addiction. Most people can not understand what someone if going through when they self harm. It is a very complicated thing to understand. I just bought this book entitled... "Women Who Hurt Themselves" by Dusty Miller. I highly recommend it for people who want to understand it or people who self harm. You know who you are. It is a womderful book about why woman do these types of things and helps woman and the families and friends about why they do it. People like my sister say.........."Oh just stop it!!!" GUESS WHAT?? YOU CAN NOT JUST STOP IT!!! I hope people read this post and realize they are not alone. I would be more than happy to talk to anyone who needs help, are looking for support, someone to talk to who GETS IT, or support figures in that person's life who needs help understanding and how to help them!

Be kind to yourselves!!!

Erin

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